Reminiscence: a story told about a past event remembered by the narrator.
Illusion: a thing that is or is likely to be wrongly perceived or interpreted by the senses.
"…and you seemed to vanish, you seemed to get lost every illusory second that I had you."
Oblivion: the state of being unaware or unconscious of what is happening.
Limbo: an uncertain period of awaiting a decision or resolution, an intermediate state or condition. A state of neglect or oblivion.
Fragment: an isolated or incomplete part of something.
Dilapidated: In a state of disrepair or ruin as a result of age or neglect.
“I’ll stay in this dilapidated spectrum of life”